Monthly Archives: December 2009
I bid FAREWELL, to a year that’s been …
It’s a funny thing… when you finally get what you think you want only to find it wasn’t all that it was cracked up to be. Seeing the empty spaces in my house was a very real visual that he was gone, along with some of my / our stuff. I was sad for what coulda, shoulda been. Why couldn’t he love me? Why couldn’t he support and nurture me? Why couldn’t / didn’t we have stuff in common? Why were we not friends, lovers, confidantes, mates – we should have been? And yes, I was happy – albeit sobbing – with relief that it was finally over, finally done. He had moved out. I could now move on. 
